You know, after looking back on my life, the people in it, the events in it, and having a heart to heart talk wif benn, i realise now that God really is raising up a generation as his army. People that will follow him wholeheartedly. I'm not saying it'll be easy. In fact, it'll be hard. But God will never give us more than we can bear. Everything else, he will carry it for you. He will be with you all the way. You dont have to be perfect. You just need to give your best to god.
There are people i can see sumday being great in god's army. People like me (yes i am trying to keep my ego in check), benavon (she has been giving me sum very good advice), ezra (not always perfect but he trys), Jared (when it comes to worship, he really gives it his all) and many many more which i cant really bother to think of becoz i haf homework to do (bleah). No matter how tough things may be, God can and will make a way for you. Just trust. Fully.