PTM in the morning which I let my parents go alone didn't feel like being there :p
anyway the after-ptm dreaded talk the usual I love my parents, I do sometimes they do come off a little annoying though but I know they're intentions for me are the best I know.
I need God more than I know.
[edit] oh yes, and to you detractors that say singaporeans aren't courteous I disagree today, I was on the mrt and I saw something that warmed my heart at City Hall, one of the more busy stations an elderly couple boarded the train the elderly woman leading her husband there were two seats available, the 'reserved' seat and another one five seats away she gave the seat over to her husband, who sat down the four commuters in between the two free seats were not connected in any way business man, secondary student, young teenager, auntie reading the papers they shared glances then each simultaneously shifted down their seats so the elderly couple could sit together mind you, in that time, surely someone could have taken that free seat or one of the commuters could have put themselves above others but each one decided that they should do the civic-minded thing so yes, Singaporeans are courteous
SO PLEASE STOP WITH THE PCK ADVERT IF I HEAR ANOTHER 'don't play play' SO HELP ME I WILL TAKE THOSE UGLY YELLOW BOOTS AND CHOKE HIM WITH IT.
10:56 PM
morning @
what is it about mornings that make me take a step back hm.
I can't stand this gaaaah like so many other times before I'm doing it again! >.< putting God away telling Him to take the back seat focusing on myself again.
I don't want a quick-fix I don't want anything temporary
I want a re-working Lord, from the ground up from the inside out
forget it I won't tell You how to do Your job just close my eyes and trust You.
Jesus, oh Jesus I give you my life Jesus, oh Jesus I give you my life.
7:32 AM
sunday @ Sunday, May 24, 2009
Humans are creatures of habit and blogging on sunday is so habitual.
O, Pyrrhic victories. It's not easy :(
So Jesus, transform me from the inside out Consume me, with Your vision for new things to come Use me, through Your Holy Spirit in my life Lord hear my cry This is my cry to live for You.
But once again, you hold on tight till God brings the victory.
meh, totally addicted to the many facebook games. heh.
PHAILED PHYSICS AND CHINESE D: D: D: both by 2 marks :( aiya, God's will be done
Proverbs 19:21 "Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the LORD's purpose that prevails"
so there. yea.
JUNE EVENT JUNE EVENT JUNE EVENT CHINESE O'S JUNE EVENT JUNE EVENT WHOOO.
11:21 PM
gah @ Tuesday, May 19, 2009
mehhhhhhh I hate this :/
raaawr. it sucks when my spirit wants so much to please God that it scares me and the same time my mind can get so... twisted it scares me I feel the battle inside.
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
God, pull me through I will hold on to you.
11:11 PM
@ Sunday, May 17, 2009
it's late.
I've got one of those :s balls of emotion stuck in the pit of my stomach signal for tawgtime plx
the flesh that I fight is at best only light and momentary
Am I lost or just less found? On the straight or on the roundabout of the wrong way? Is this a soul that stirs in me, is it breaking free, wanting to come alive? Cos my comfort would prefer for me to be numb An avoid the impending birth of who I was born to become
today, I met a new friend who reminded me that I was born to be a window for this world to see The God who made me
I was made to live I was made to love I was made to know You I was made to love You I was made to show the world just who You are and a more wonderful job I will never know :)
I <3 my God
1:26 AM
stumbling on these shadowfeet @ Friday, May 15, 2009
so yea, I hate it when I mess up >.< and it feels worse when... I don't feel bad about it there's no deep burning anger at myself, just a pit of dread annoyance at the bottom of it all
"Speak to me in the light of the dawn Mercy comes with the morning I will sigh and with all creation groan as I wait for hope to come for me"
I'm nothing Lord, a passing moment, a vapor that follows as the wind blows You're everything to me You're everything for me
and I hate it when I see the patterns all the emo-ness tonight I hate seeing the patterns and knowing knowing all the emotion tonight isn't special it's just another attack
and the ones that take the hand outstretched that overcome find their strength in the Lord
I'm sorry Lord Here I am Your hand in mine, We will overcome.
For we we are not long here Our time is but a breath so we better breathe it
And I I was made to live I was made to love I was made to know you Hope is coming for me Hope, He's coming
Hope is coming for me I will sigh and with all creation groan as I wait for Hope to come for me
1:43 AM
pop @ Tuesday, May 12, 2009
I know I'm kinda slow on the uptake, but I recently found the song Shadowfeet by Brooke Fraser and now, my new goal once exams are over is to make a blogskin out of it hm LET'S SEE HOW THAT WORKS OUT
10:39 PM
so. @ Saturday, May 09, 2009
so. week of exams round up.
less'see, larts was okay I did the prose cause the poem looked like something I could write and then I looked at the author "Brian Lee" nope, prose. Idontknow, call me racist, but that's just how I see it IHS was... mehh either I did well, or I screwed up really bad >.< ah well chinese paper 1 MANAGEABLE will scrape a pass luh but when I say scrape, think road and the skin on your knees kind of scrap meaning, will be okay, but will be painful >.< ah wellllll Listening compre I HAD THE GASTON SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD "Gosh it disturbs me to see you, Gaston Looking so down in the dumps Ev'ry guy here'd love to be you, Gaston Even when taking your lumps There's no man in town as admired as you You're ev'ryone's favorite guy Ev'ryone's awed and inspired by you And it's not very hard to see why..."
yea, annoying where was I OHRIGHT
physics... WTP paper one was okay paper two was >.< ttm just... gone gone gone gone gone gone
history on the other hand :D redeeming factor! hahahaha, feeling good about history well, it's the only one I usually feel good about so, fingers crossed and hoping
yesterday for tawg I read Romans 8 and seriously, I felt it was such a wonderful mine of truths that we can apply just that one chapter but so much of it spoke to me Romans 8:26-27 " 26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. 27 And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will."
WHICH REMINDS ME OF A SONG
He Knows My Name - done by Tommy Walker
I have a Maker He formed my heart Before even time began My life was in his hands
He knows my name He knows my every thought He sees each tear that falls and He hears me when I call
I have a Father He calls me His own He'll never leave me No matter where I go
He knows my name He knows my every thought He sees each tear that falls and He hears me when I call
mmm :D I love that I can make God smile :)
10:06 PM
gawn. @ Wednesday, May 06, 2009
alright, it's past 12 therefore it's less than 8 hours to my larts paper I have three other tabs open to mousehunt facebook and kongregate games
>.<
impending doom has never felt so... GAWN.
12:18 AM
time management lvl - -3 @ Monday, May 04, 2009
so yea, weekend. awesome. shomg, I feel pretty stoned. just finished: 4 hours of fuel+service 1 hour of lunch 3 hours of rehearsals (ICAN'TDANCE >.< God pls work miracle) 2 hours of napping 4 hours of history >.< (time management phail) 2 hours of tawg (most worth it)
shomg stoned I'm going to make a list of people I shall talk more to once the exams are over anders esli justin aaron nicholas wei ren reno ho aik leng tim goh brandon matthew wong laura christie sophia sheryl benny ariel mae ariel tan mel khor joelle xuexue abbyyy brenda valna allee haruki abel nat fang teo chet cherray deblin anyoneelsewhopopsintomyhead shomg, phone bill will blow.
I waste time best when I'm supposed to be doing work >.< OH SWINE FLU JOKES TIME I've got flu, but it's the halal kind DID YOU KNOW PIGS CAN FLY? YOU KNOW, SWINE FLU! (FLEW) eh, that's all I've got for tonight
shomg, counting on God.
1:57 AM
refuse to be denied @ Friday, May 01, 2009
I am Yours, You are mine I refuse to be denied All of You is my heart's cry I refuse to be denied
I'm coming after You I'm coming after You I'm coming after You
Though I'm weak, though I'm dry I refuse to be denied All my life, a sacrifice I refuse to be denied
I'm coming after You I'm coming after You I'm coming after You
Date of Commitment
I will give _myself_ as an outright donation I will faithfully commit _____ per month for 12 months
please retain this portion for your reference
Though I'm weak, though I'm dry I refuse to be denied I'm coming after You.
& I love my God (:
1:21 AM
who, me?
Gideon
penguiknight/krantol
Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."
intro
There's so much about life that I don't know about yet, and there's so much that God
teaches me as I walk with Him everyday. This is where I record what I learn, my
reflections on His revelations. My hope is that through the words you read, you hear
His voice, not mine. And if it puts a smile on your face, that's an added bonus