Sigh...School...Sigh.... @ Monday, January 23, 2006
Sigh. School. Sigh. School. Sigh. School is really un-fun. My classmates aren't exactly the most morally upright people. They arent really the sort hu are 'gentleman.' I kinda find it hard to be God's example in school. But i noe that God will never give me more than i can bear. I have to set an example. Already im getting weird looks from people. I noe wad their thinking. But i cant say it out. Sigh. I guess being a christian means persecution. I have to pray for my class. Hope that God will drop the scales from their eyes. Sigh. Its gonna be hard.
Today when i was walking home, i was singing the song that goes 'im not ashamed of the gospel in my life'(i havent found out what song it is but the tune was stuck in my head) when i walked past this guy and i instinctively lowered my volume. But then i realised what exactly i was singing. So instead i sang it louder. The guy was looking at me as if i was some kind of weirdo but i didnt care anymore.
I hoped that might reveal things to you. God spoke through that to me. I hope he does to you too.