Did i do the right thing? Or was it another stupid implusive action? Or maybe the fault of someone else? Or maybe it is truly my fault and i should take responsibility?
Theres a safety wall i cant breach. A wave of water that should break apart but never did. So now im caught wave. Crashing me onto the beach. The pain is there but it doesnt register in my mind. I begin whacking my head onto the beach. Somehow there is no pain. Nothing. Emptiness.
As i type this, i am blasting music. Let it drown me. Someone knock me out and let me go back to sleep. Wake up from this nightmare. Life seems like a piece of meat. Shredded. Broken into little pieces...
vous ne savez pas ce que je ferais juste pour vous atteindre...