Today is... eventful. Started out great, got worse, and worse, hit rock bottem, flew up sky high again, then smacked down even further than before. Pessimism is possesing my mind. Never thought death would be so close. To put in a simple analogy, i walked to a cliff, sat on the edge, thought about life, my oldest sister appeared, started cheering me up, offered me sweets and stuff, smsed people, mother started whacking me over, sister pulled me back up, then procceded to throw me back, only to jump after me along with 2 parachutes, gave me one. Only now i realise it has a huge hole...

Death opens its arms in a warm greeting...