If it were a diesease, we would be going through an epidemic. I see people depressed. I see people tired. I see people falling ill. And i feel helpless to do anything. Those with more minor problems accept all the help they can get. But those who really need it just turn away. And it becomes worse and worse till they burst. It begins to annoy me how the ones i want to help most turn their heads and walk away.
I'm beginning to believe my body cannot be down for more than 3 hours. Which is why sometimes when im depressed, i hold on to that depression. I feel like theres a need for the depression to even things out. I quote the line from "All That Ive Got" by "The Used": I'll be just fine, pretending im not.
My high-ness is beginning to annoy certain people. And i apologize for that. Like i said, i cant help it sometimes.