Random/Reflections/Revelations
Rawr... @ Wednesday, March 22, 2006
I'm starting to believe i get stupider each day.
I failed my chinese paper. Screwed up horribly. Got 23/50. Wonderful innit. I didnt even study. Didnt care.
School starts. Doesnt feel any different. Except that now its called term 2. I follow the same schduele, procrastinate just as much, stone during lessons as always. Nothing new. Like the holidays didnt even exist.
I'm starting to feel worthless.
Why do people look at me for help when I'm just as clueless as they are. Maybe cause I'm the only one they trust. But maybe I've broken that trust. And they're purposely holding on to me as i fall so my destruction happens sooner.
Gideon means either great warrior or destroyer in hebrew. So, which am I?
9:36 PM

who, me?
Gideon
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Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."

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