This might be long. Brace yourself

Recently, life has been actually getting better. Forgetting everything that happened works suprislingly well. I've over-killed my phone bill this month considering I've sent out some 1173 messages in the last week.

I'm sleeping too little. I slept 6 hours yesterday, 3 hours today. Working on the wicked. I need something to obsess over. Its actually fun. stuck at level 52 while gabriel is still stuck at 7.

To a specific someone:
I know your life pretty much sucks horribly. But what makes you think mine doesn't? You have to let go. Let God in. Its the only way you'll survive. God is stretching out his hand with all the help you need. But you aren't reaching out to take it. Think about it. Why do you need to cry?

I once asked the Lord:" where are you?"
he replied:"my child, where are you?"
sometimes he is trying to give us the help
we just dont take it.
Today's FUEL rocked
God's presence was just so strong
I just felt it
and honestly
I've missed it
the utter reassurance
that he will let no harm come to you
it feels like
well
it can't be put in words

I lift up my eyes to the hills- where does my help come from?
My help comes from the LORD. The Maker of heaven and earth.

TRUST HIM