Today's (yesterday since its past 12) sermon was about planning
so I shall plan out my post
I'll do the quiz that I was stabbed by
then I'll probably blog out something depressingly intelligent
here goes

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? oh God my eyebags are big. Really should have listened to ariel and slept at 12.45 instead of 3.45... now wheres my laptop... halo here I come...
2. When is the next time you will have sex? haven't had it yet. Don't really bother thinking about that.
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"? four, more, sore, bore, folklore, dinosaur, balvinda kaur. The last one is the name of my Lang Arts A teacher.
4. Favorite planet? pluto. Always intrigued me.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile? Inez. Which reminds me. I've yet to read the letter.
6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone? my phones permanantly on silent.
7. What kinda shirt you have on? This grey t shirt. Ready to sleep actually
8.What do you "label" yourself? penguin
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing? on my bed therfore barefoot
10. Bright or Dark Room?Dark room. Easier to see my laptop screen.
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? Xue Er. Nice person with to mush on her mind.
12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on? both.
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? talking on the phone.
14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile? I'm off to bed now i think. Nights gid...- from ariel.
15. Where is your letter box? downstairs
16. What's a word that you say a lot? hahaz or poke
17.Who told you he/she loved you last? my wonderful mother
18. Last furry thing you touched? no idea
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days? im not on medication and im not on street drugs.
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? digital camara. All hail.
21. Favorite age you have been so far? 13(fine 12+). Freedom. But with responsibility
22. Your worst enemy? Either Jeng Yang, Joshua or muthusamy
23. What is your current desktop picture? Xbox 360
24. What was the last thing you said to someone? goodnight mom
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly? I would actually like to fly.
26. Do you like someone? not right now. Not that I know of. I don't understand myself.
27. The last song you listened to? She's on my mind by Teddy Geiger.
28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullets? Of course. it would be my mom.
29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be? see enemies
30. What is the closest object to your left foot? my school bag which is at the foot of the bed.

I stab... no one... can't bother.

When my sleep deprived insanity stumbles onward
and my lies trip me up
and I wait with bated breathe
to see what brilliant idea I come up with to free myself from whatever I've done.
and how I'm sorry for not being there
and how hard it is to keep as many friendships as you can
and to ignore the stares and the questions
to hold firm in what you believe in
and its no fun being alone
neither is it fun when you can read too well
and know what people are thinking through their speech
and sometimes...
you know too much...