its hard to keep happy and smiley when everyone kinda feels like crap.
The whole adam/PL thing just hit me. Kind of hard I might add.
Its just the realisation that the number of times you're going to see this whole half of the church is significantly decreased hits you first.
Then the fact that part of that half is going to be your friends. That hits you next.
The last part that hits you is whether or not to obey and go where you're posted.

It really sucks. Horribly. Farewells are never my forte. In times like this, I'd like nothing better than to go to my room, lock the door, switch off the light, and stuff myself into my closet and stay there for a while.

The only comfort I have is the fact that I know my God planned this, and my God will see it through. And, in truth, its all the comfort I need.