seeing as how it's 2 in the morning, I'm incredibly bored yet I have the urge to blog, I shall do the quiz.

FAVOURITE
Kind of pants: Jeans
Number: 3
Animal: Guess. It starts with P-E-N, ends with G-U-I-N and has 7 letters
Drink: Mocha frappichino. Or just ice lemon tea
Sport: fencing! en garde
Month: any where the majority consists of holidays
Cartoon character: Jimmy Neutron. Or Hamtaro

HAVE YOU EVER
Been close to dying: I edge closer to it every second
Loved someone so much it made you cry: No
Broke a bone: Yes. Long healed.
Played truth or dare: Yes
Ran away: define run. define away.
Broke someones heart: hm.
Cried over someones death: To be honest, no one really dear to me has died. Thank God.

HAVE YOU EVER
Fell off your chair: YES.
Saved e-mails: yes.
Used someone: yes, but I've changed. Now, if I do, its unintentional

WHAT IS
Your good-luck charm: None.
Your favorite song: Too many. Current would be Seasons Of Love by Rent
Next to you: Archie comic, phone, Reader's Digest, printer
Your pet peeve: nagging. On a whole.
Motivations: God, Family, Friends. The usual suspects.

EVER HAD
Chicken Pox: Yes. When I was 5 or 6.
Soar throat: Yes. Countless times.
A one night stand: Bought it at a furniture shop.

DO YOU
Believe in love at first sight: No.
Have Long distance relationships: No.
Like school: N-O NO!
Get along with your family: On a whole, yes. At times, not so much.
Wear contact lenses or glasses: Glasses. I break them too often.
Like filling out surveys: Not unless my boredom-o-meter is rating a 10
Like yourself: I have my ego moments.

WHO
Was the last person who called you: Benn.
Makes you smile the most: My awesome God, my awesome family, my awesome friends. The usual suspects.
Knows you best: God. The rest know who they are.

ARE YOU
Obsessive complusive: at times. Surprising, no?
Suicidal: No. Emo, yes.

YESTERDAY DID YOU
Talk to someone you liked: My friends!
Buy something: Not really. Spent visiting.
Get sick: nope.
Miss someone: Yes. I wanted to tell my mum something but she already left the house. So, I missed her.
Talk to an ex: None to begin with.

LAST PERSON WHO
Slept in your bed: My little sister, who fell asleep for 5 minutes.
Saw or heard you cry: God, at the altars.
Went to the movies with: David, grace, The Illuisionist. Watching ghost rider tomorrow though.
Told you they loved you: My mum
You said I love you to: My mum
You fought with: Gis
You made fun of: Gis
Made fun of you: Gis (guess what we fought about)

PICK ONE
Are you righty or lefty: Righty
Scary or Funny movie: Funny
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate, I have my vanilla moments.
Coffee or Tea: Coffee? COFFEE? WHERE?!?!?!
Summer or Winter: Winter. There are some things you never grow tired of.
Diamond or Pearl: diamonds? nicer to look at, better to give
Pepsi or Coke: Coke, slave to coca-colonization
Strawberry or Watermelon: Strawberry, weird no?
Citrus or Berry: Berry
Hated anyone in your family: At times, but never long-lasting
Good singer: Who? Me? Ahahaha good joke.
What was your last dream about: Baby cows. Don't ask.
When did you last shower: Before going out for dinner.
What book are you reading now: The Algebraist. 690 whopper. My brain hurts.
Best feeling in the world: God's presence (:
What's underneath your bed: years of collected odds and bits.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: ummmmmmmmm..... those who need to know, know.
What are you most scared of right now: Those that need to know, know.
Are you lonely right now: I've got God by my side (:
Song thats stuck in your head right now: When A Man Loves A Woman by Percy Sludge
First thing you notice on opposite sex: Body Language
Are you to shy to ask someone out: When I'm high, I have no shame
What are you wearing right now: Finding Nemo shirt and berms.
Favorite flower: Gerbaras, the one I always buy at far east flora.
How many pillows do you sleep with: One fluffy fun one.

Hm. I should sleep.

ah yes, the age old time of collecting money, giving oranges, and stuffing your face with food.

I'm not really in a mood to blog, but here's me wishing all who are reading this a happy chinese new year.

re-read the title please
again

now, make sure you understand it before reading on. again.

Alright, time for emo poem

What am I supposed to do
With every thing concerning you
What am I supposed to say
Will you help me find my way
Do you like to see me hurt
Or am I just being absurd
Why are you being my bane
And infusing me with pain
My mind is spinning round
And my heart's feeling unsound
My mind's reeling from words
Cause everything you said I heard
I'm burning up from the inside
I can hardly see the light
But its on the light I depend
Cause my God is my true friend
I'll walk by faith and not by sight
Its for my God that I will fight
These words I might not mean
So just forget all you have seen


I asked for a problem to take my mind off things
be careful what you wish for



EDIT: just found this out
go to the TCC website
look under services--> weekend services
scroll all the way down
look on the right side

apparently, I commented.
I actually remember doing it
hm.

Labels: poem

Happy valentine's
too lazy to blog.

Hmm... hard to decide whether to post bitter thoughts or cheerful ones. How bout both?

Bitter:
After a while, you begin to realise valentine's day is not a holiday, but an excuse to make money for florists, chocolate-makers and restaurants. All the sweet-ness can get a little too saccharine if you ask me. Step into any diner tonight and I guarantee you your glucose level will shoot up.

Cheerful:
ah yes, valentine's day. the one day we put extra extra effort to show that we love, that we care for one another. Its a day where the clouds part for just one day, so we can see the rainbow of love shining through. Celebrate this day, don't let it go to waste.

That's how I'm feeling split down the middle

things that have been happening in my life (for anyone who wants to know)

1. I got a haircut (egads!)
2. I got a hamster called gabriel (hopefully, it wont die so soon)
3. I've been having my common test (double egads)
4. I've been sleepy.

Y=MX+C was awesome-tastic. Good job from the ignyte d & d.

Sad no one I invited came

ah well. At least there's still next week.

will change blogskin soon

people who fall do weird things

so, you haven't answered my question.

Everyone needs something, everyone wants something. Everyone wants something hard to reach, something hard to get.
So, what drives him or her to go for it?

Passion?

Determination?

No, those are the products.

What drives the person, is hope.

Hope exists so abundantly we've begun to be too used to it. But yet, however abundant it is, there never seems to be enough when you need it.

Needs

What comes first to your mind?

Water? Food? Sustenance?

Not of the physical needs, but the mental ones.

The spiritual ones.

I'm not content Lord. Pour out more.

White it is.

Right
Sitting at home, 8:50, Tuesday night
life science common test tomorrow. didn't bring home book. Dang.
Tuition earlier. boring. tired. sleepy mostly.
psychosis
waiting waiting waiting
im crazy

3 seconds that seemed like an eternity.

long time no post. Probably cause the last time I went on blogger was down. Ah, the price we have to pay for nicer sites.

Yesterday's L cell was funny. What lobster, shoe eye, ache stomach, all kinds of random stuff. guesstures, try it.

Service was one of those sleeper hits. You go decipher that out. P. Gary's playing was a little off though (but I didn't say that. shhhhh!)

FUEL... hm... how to describe. I guess you had to be there to see for yourself.

macs, EVERYBODY PANG SEH ME! gideon gideon, all alone.

home, movie, call, sleep.

Nothing much, but quality not quantity.

Possibly changing blogskin

freaky freaky freaky.
why him?!

And I'd give, just about anything, just to have you here with me just one more night
And I'd give, just about everything, just to let you know how I feel tonight...
oh the things you do when you're in a daze.