ahhh, friday
you know, I didn't realise that its already the 8th week
last time I checked what week it was, it was week 4
but another thing I realised
is that all my projects have been handed up
ahhh, the slack-ness
today's been a good day
and I feel joy :)
just because I feel like it:
6 people that mean the world to me
1. Benn. hmm, obvious choice no? My best friend, and the only person in my life who has ever made an entire powerpoint presentation to cheer me up when I felt down. Thanks benn!
2. Ariel. although the only time we seem to talk is in the presence imminent doom, she's still been a great friend to me.
3. Benedict! probably the closest guy friend I have. I know I treat him like crap sometimes, but he's stuck to me. and for that, I am grateful beyond words.
4. Brian. heh, the guy who can
almost match my lame-ness level, annoy me, yet has spoken words into my life that mean alot. Thank you kor!
5. Valerina. My mei, who I never talk to enough! she goes through much, but its my honour to be there for her. keep safe, mei!
6. (saving best for last), Michele! who has never failed to find some way to get me to smile. I thank you for all you've ever done for me, thank you michy.
and the others that follow
xue er! who's going away at the end of the year :(. I think when she goes, the two things I'll remember her by are black espadrilles and peanut butter. oh yes, the peanut butter and shoe poem
joelle! (my gay partner, heh, still remember, although its so wrong), and, no, I don't think you look primary 6
anders! don't talk to you enough anymore man, we shall work on that.
ruth! my mei who has given me so so much sugar. thank you!
joshua au. who can be an idiot at times, but is someone I will still call friend
BZH! haven't seen him in a while, always seems to be somewhere else. come back to your buzz group!
jean ho! who has provided so much encouragement and words of wisdom, and who also inspired everybody to write on me at last years church camp. ah, memories. thanks jean!
david! oii, never talk much to you anymore. the song where'd you go pops into mind. its sad we hardly talk anymore.
grace tang! said this before, will say it again, we need to talk!
inez! heh, catching up needs to be done
vera! haven't talked to you in a long long long time, and I've forgotten all the stupid nicknames you gave me. reminiscing
derek! haven't talked much since played out. we shall go and goof off soon yea?
gabriel fang! half idiot, half friend. heh, thanks for all you've done
julian! mr. hopeless-at-stuff. hope you enjoy your utorrent
javian! SB! apologies for not going to the many soccer thingies.
jared koh! (this time, it was saving the worst for last):P I take great pleasure in annoying him, and he does annoying me. but thanks for the kind words, and the encouragements
... and so many more.
I don't know why I did this
but.. these people all mean something to me
and although there were times where I wanted to take all their troubles as my own
but God's taught me that I can't carry the weight of the world.
cause when you try to, you have a tendency of getting crushed by him.
So I'm letting him carry my weight
because its not mine to carry anymore
and I like it that way
thank you God
for all you've done
but more importantly
for who you are
long post
shall retreat back to my slacking
I'm strangely happy
but you don't hear me complaining :)