can't believe I'm doing this, but...

List up to 10 things you want to say to 10 different people in no particular order. Do not state who
(credits to joelle, who, by the way, apparently started all of this)

1. My dear friend, you know you would be first. Just like I know the reason behind your first entry on your list. I haven't known you for long, but I don't know a better friend. I've seen you grow, slowly becoming the person that I know you are inside, the person God wants you to be. And I've always seen you as more than an equal, I look up to you. Like how there are days where I can't talk to you cause I'm not in sync with Him. But I trust you to knock sense into me when I need it. Yes, I'll keep playing my mind games with you, but only because its so fun to watch you squirm.

I do have one request though. That you don't treat me like an item on your to-do list. I'll take your time in the moments in-between

2. There are days where I doubt how much I mean to you, but those moments are far and few between. I recognize that you aren't the free-est person in the world, but there are times where I wish you'd care a little bit more, show a little more interest, tried a little. But you've done more than your fair share, and for that I thank you.

3. how long have I known you? when I think of it, it really has been a long time. What started out as merely a common interest in a game started a friendship that has lasted. I know about your life, but I don't know your mind. All this time and I've merely scratched the surface of what makes you you. But you, my friend, I have prayed for. Since the day I met you and God spoke to me about you, I've prayed for you. I do know some part of you, and what I do know is that you need my God. There was one night where God showed me your pain, let me feel it, and that night I wept, because I knew you needed Him. I'm still trying, and I hope one of these days you'll listen to me.

4. hahaha, time for a fun one. hi friend! thank you for all the encouragements you have showered upon me, even though many a time I probably didn't deserve it. Sometimes I push you away, even when you intentions are true. And for those times I am sorry. Thank you. For times too many to be written down. Thank you.

5. heh, I've been stuck with you my whole life. I remember those conversations we had, when everyone else was asleep, and we would just... talk. Because we trusted each other. I don't know what time has done to loosen that trust, but its still there. I haven't been the nicest, constantly eating your food, getting into arguements. But you still put up with me, cause you're stuck with me, like it or not (probably the latter). For being the only person I know who went "happy birthday, retard", thank you.

6. you. I don't hate you, I never have. To this day I don't know why. Why one morning when I walked through the door you completely ignored me. I admit, I didn't really notice for quite a while, but I've always been blur. No, I don't ask for your forgiveness, I will sooner or later. Right now all I ask is for you to forget your petty ways for once, and just tell me what I did wrong. Because I'm sick of it. Sick of your complete silence regardless of what I say to you. Sick you how when you accidentally say something to me you flinch. flinch. like it was something incredibly wrong. I wish you would just tell me

7. ah, close friend. I bet somewhere in your mind you anticipated me to put you here, and somewhere deeper in your mind another voice said that you were alot less significant than you thought. I'm here to say that you are significant, for the little things things that you thought were little, but meant alot.

8. you ahhhh... you give me headaches, annoy me, and there are times where I just go along with you. But it annoys me most not when you play your pranks, not when you interrupt important things, it annoys me when service begins, and I can see it in your eyes that you are running away. running away from God. The biggest lesson that God will teach you before you graduate from ignyte, is that you need to sacrifice. You know what you need to give up, you know who to give up, you know you need to do things. I'm just waiting for the day you do. I hoped the recently sermons struck a chord, because if they didn't I'm going to have to, and you know I'd hate that.

9. hello friend. Gone so long. We haven't talked much since the multiplication haven't we? I try. I try to message you but you don't reply. Either that or monosyllabic answers. I know you think I don't care about you. I do. If I didn't, I would have participated in many more defamatory conversations about you. But I didn't, because I do care. I defend you, your pride. All I ask in return is a simple hi. simple hi. simple.

10. Part of you must know that the only reason I did this was so I could find some way of talking to you without breaking that promise I made to myself.
Stronger - Kanye West
Do You Know (the Ping Pong Song) - Enrique Iglesius
Hello, I Love You - The Doors
Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's
The Glory of Love - New Found Glory
Sophia - Nerina Pallot
Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5
Dancing in the Moonlight - Toploader
Hero/Heroine - Boys Like Girls
Five Minutes to Midnight - Boys Like Girls
Here in Your Arms - HelloGoodbye
Hate That I Love You - Rihanna feat. Ne-Yo
Because only you we would know the memories from the songs
red umbrella
fear of birds
I wonder if you ever realised I slipped $4 back into your bag for the ham
And yes, its the truth.

Well, there you have it, my chance to be emo
if there were more than 10 spaces, there would be loads more that I would write
but 10 only
figure out who you are