whoa, long time no post
anyway, weekend wrapup

friday
school, BORING BEYOND WORDS
schedule: talk in the morning
recess
another talk
dismissal
SO EXCITING RIGHT?
HAHA
then concert afterwards.
I actually think I appreciated it alot more than the last round, when we were y1

saturday
woke up late for fun-o-rama
(still have wasted $20)
went down to serve
didn't go for centrestage :p
oh! but serving was fun :D
heh, it always is
fuel was awesome joy :D
hahahahaha, I think joelle had a hard time controlling jackie and anders :p
but still, fun

sunday
LAZZZZE AROUND THE HOUSE

hmmm, parent's will be away from 5th april morning till 13th
heh heh heh

On a more serious note.
I'm seriously looking into closing down my blog.
I don't know, its been fun keeping this blog up, but now that its become more of a chore than a joy, I'm not sure.
Maybe it'll just be in limbo.
Anyway, last post will probably be... soon.
till then, ciao :D

Nothing much, just popping in to say a
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to a dear friend, maemae magician
(yes, its up to you to guess who it is)
and yes, your birthday was on monday, and I sent you the birthday message!
BUT I realised I didn't do a birthday shoutout
so its only fair :D

The most beautiful discovery that true friends can make is that they can grow separately without growing apart.
---Elizabeth Foley

How deep the Father’s love for us
By Stuart Townend

How deep the Father's love for us,
How vast beyond all measure
That He should give His only Son
To make a wretch His treasure

How great the pain of searing loss,
The Father turns His face away
As wounds which mar the chosen One,
Bring many sons to glory

Behold the Man upon a cross,
My sin upon His shoulders
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice,
Call out among the scoffers

It was my sin that held Him there
Until it was accomplished
His dying breath has brought me life
I know that it is finished

I will not boast in anything
No gifts, no power, no wisdom
But I will boast in Jesus Christ
His death and resurrection

Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer
But this I know with all my heart
His wounds have paid my ransom

Sure, easter come around and everyone starts playing this song

but listening to it again, really listening, the lyrics send that familiar chill down my arms.

Behold the Man upon a cross,
My sin upon His shoulders
Ashamed I hear my mocking voice,
Call out among the scoffers

The world may treat easter as just another public holiday
But we remember
the Man upon a cross
the one who put each individual star into place
who spends his mornings painting the sunrise and every evening the sunset
who tells every lightning bolt where to land
who has storehouses full of snow, hail, rain
who sees everything and everyone
who could do anything and everything at the same time, backwards and standing on his head
that Man upon a cross
who gave up everything
because he couldn't live eternity without us
without you.

I love you God

whoa! saturday post! :O :O :O

first, quote:
You don't stop laughing because you grow old. You grow old because you stop laughing.
---Michael Prichard

anyway, today's been pretty crazy
... and I'm way too lazy to blog it out
but its been really really fun
heh heh heh heh heh
AND MATTHEW WAS REDIDICATED
:D :D :D :D :D

PLUS
matthew wong was there!
heh heh heh
suddenly reminded of three weeks ago's TAWG
"don't worry gid, the opportunity will come to you"
hai!
target set-to!

AHAHAHAHAHA
highness
timmy's over-ly sweet caramel frap

neeeeeeeeeeeeed
to
SLEEEP

I actually woke up at 9 today
WHOAAAAA

both parents are out of town
which basically means I'm going just a little crazy

been a boring week.

ho-hum

nothing to blog!
hmmmm, shall find stuff to blog about

... later

its monday!
heh
saturday was actually quite boring
but it was good to see old faces again
oh! and service was awesome cool
if not for the fact that all my slides looked sucky without my UBER NICE FONT
but its okay :D
still glad God moved

boring days in school, scrambling to rush homework

In science one tries to tell people, in such a way as to be understood by everyone, something that no one ever knew before. But in poetry, it's the exact opposite.
--Paul Dirac

man its late

X-revolution has been amazing
seriously good stuff
hahahaha, and we've had many fun times
I'm really so tired and lazy to blog out everything.

I think I forgot Lord
I made that mistake
I took it all for granted
The feeling of goosebumps suddenly appearing on my arms
that wave of cold that spreads from the tips of my fingers inside to my body
that sudden, sudden feeling somewhere inside
that still small voice in my head, that I let become louder

Never again.
Jesus, let me never forget what it felt like the first time it happened
the first time involuntary chills went down my spine
the first time I felt hot in my jacket yet there were goosebumps on my arms
the first time that voice spoke, and I listened.

Let me never forget,
never take this for granted

will blog more on sunday afternoon/monday afternoon

this place is familiar to me
I've walked this raod
gravel dusted, musty
trenches where they would hide
in between bullet-screaming salvos
it amuses me
this place where men, no, boys would run
and the only way to leave would be in stained red stretchers
the silence, the silence
against the deafening shells

but now
only silence
and the bodies that litter the floor

wow, emo... poem?
who knows
sounds rather nice though :D
I mean, its a good poem :D

past few days have been fun
ni, lazy to blog

SATURDAY
WOOHOO
oh so very fun
good job seals!
we didn't win, but you guys did a great job
especially when you beat the NS team :p
good job

oh oh oh , and the slides were done by me, in under 5 minutes :D

short post, I know, not much to write

this post dedicated in loving memory of gabriel, my female hamster
2006-2008
rest in peace

today.
sucked.

I doubt Lord, I doubt
myself.
I fear Lord, I fear
tomorrow
It hurt Lord, it hurt
the truth

Pull me through.

Its one of those times I really can't see myself leading

Psalms 28:7
The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped.

monday, weekend recap

friday!
God-awful
went to school for 3 hours
then went home
SO STUPID
hahahahaha
completely pointless
centrestage went... badly

saturday!
oh oh oh
even worse
had to wake up at my normal school wake up time
to go to school
for founder's day
on a saturday
where we sat for half an hour in the rain
THEN
we sat in an AIR-CONDITIONED auditorium
for 3 hours
POINTLESS

but the later half of my day was better :D
church!
nostalgia
it was a good service :)
spasming!
hahahahaha
cell dinner was funny
my cell is funny!
then went to pick up mummy
yay!

sunday
because chetwin forgot to invite me
I almost nearly didn't go for eugene and timmy's birthday thing
we had loads of fun though
and food
and pictures
BAD PICTURE, BAD
hamsters are cute

monday
pointless school
herzog hates our class
but we have no respect for her.

MONKEY.

boredom
gahhh, chinese newspaper report
I love simultaneous quadratic
4 separate answers
HOW AWESOME IS THAT
monkey