man its late

X-revolution has been amazing
seriously good stuff
hahahaha, and we've had many fun times
I'm really so tired and lazy to blog out everything.

I think I forgot Lord
I made that mistake
I took it all for granted
The feeling of goosebumps suddenly appearing on my arms
that wave of cold that spreads from the tips of my fingers inside to my body
that sudden, sudden feeling somewhere inside
that still small voice in my head, that I let become louder

Never again.
Jesus, let me never forget what it felt like the first time it happened
the first time involuntary chills went down my spine
the first time I felt hot in my jacket yet there were goosebumps on my arms
the first time that voice spoke, and I listened.

Let me never forget,
never take this for granted

will blog more on sunday afternoon/monday afternoon