Random/Reflections/Revelations
sunny-day @ Sunday, April 27, 2008
yes, sunnyday
because today was too freaking hot

friday
sp empowerment
I needed it
I really did

went for ice cream afterwards
and apple pie
weirdly, met my mum there, so free ride back
yay!
slept late trying to do P gary's sermon slides, but my eyelids won

saturday
woke up at 7.30
finished P gary's slides
rushed off to tuition
rushed back to church
rehearsed for publicity
ran around church doing... stuff
service!
awesomeness
hahaha, janella's first time serving
she didn't do too bad
altar call was more than I bargained for
but God likes doing that
fuel was awesome fun
its been a while since I've seen the buzz group so open
not by might, but by God :D
dinner
NO MORE STUDENT MEALS ON WEEKENDS
D: D: D: D: D:
botanics
quoting benedict, an incredible irony how we're the once getting asked nowadays

stars are beautiful

botanics is a special place to me
QED, only go there with special people

sunday
so. freaking. hot.
checked in on my paternal grand-dad in hospital
he looked... so tired
but happy to see us
made us happy too
lunch with mum's side
celebration of my maternal grand-mum's birthday
and my younger sister's
and my cousin's
went cycling
in the hot, hot sun
went home

life God has been good
enough with just moving along
now its time to be strong

for the ones that need it
be the pillar

God's Promises of Restoration
all of your promises won't let go of me
8:38 PM

thursday @ Thursday, April 24, 2008
popped in for this verse

Hebrews 4:14-16
"...let us hold firmly to the faith we profess... then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need."

In the time of our need.

Not sooner, not later, in the time of our need

so, ladies and gents, once again, its all about kairos ;)
4:11 PM

1am @
fall, fall
slowly to the ground
giving you time to think

think, think
wind whips by without a sound
as your tears flow

flow, flow
your eyes no longer bound
and it falls

do you find yourself found
or alone, as darkness surrounds


God that last line was emo

and I'm sorry
12:45 AM

m-m-m-m-monday @ Monday, April 21, 2008
apologies for no sunny-day post
sister hogs computer, brother has no say D:

saturday
heh, slept in...
ANYWAY
service was awesome funn
and I understand now :)
fuel was great
cause we have the crazy people in my buzz group, crazy crazy fun fun people
what's with the repititioning?
WHO KNOWS

sunday
tuition
AUDTION
HAHAHAHAHAHA
to be honest, I wasn't really nervous
okay, maybe a little, but something inside me already knows what God says
so I'm cool :)

I'm praying for you, take care

school life if so amusing
and so are the people
HAHA!

I'm gonna shout hallelujuah
hallelujuah!
shout hallelujuah
hallelujuah!
giving praise to you my God who reigns
5:38 PM

friday @ Friday, April 18, 2008
whoo whoo whoo
friday post!
joy! :D

missed my 2.4 run wanted time by 12 seconds
d'oh!
and probably shouldn't have eaten so much for breakfast
milk tastes better going down than coming up
and shouldn't have walked either
d'oh!

homework homework, I lament thee
why why, do you plague me
my free moments, all my time
I'd rather swim in a tub of slime

impromptu poem that I doubt makes sense
then again, I rarely do
...
...
...
I don't make sense, I make dollars.
5:15 PM

sunday @ Sunday, April 13, 2008
whop! sunday morning!
I actually woke up at 9 today
:O :O :O :O :O
to watch tv
heh, :p

okay okay, recapppp!

FRIDAY
school was soooo stupid!
the night before I stayed up studying ting xie and doing the stupid history thingy
THEN
I come to school and find out
NEITHER THE CHINESE TEACHER NOR THE HISTORY TEACHER CAME TO SCHOOL
SCHLONNNNNNG
anti-climax much
annoyance!
so I wasted time ACTUALLy doing work
humph
ANYWAY
planetshakers concert was...
shakin'
HEH
but it was awesome cool fun-ness
I nearly lost my voice and my hearing
ON THE SAME DAY
:D :D :D :D :D

SATURDAY
woke up... late :p
slept in :D
WORSHIP EXPERIENCE
CAN'T LET GO, YO
awesomeness much :D
heh heh heh
my buzz group is awesome :D

when the music fades
and all is stripped away
what's left?

worship.

it starts from the heart


I guess I let my emotions take over for a bit
I'm not perfect either ;)

letting God :)
12:24 AM

monday @ Monday, April 07, 2008
quick one

few feelings suck more than this one
God, why tell me so much
It sucks when I know so much, yet can do so little
just pray, and hope.
4:06 PM

sunday @ Sunday, April 06, 2008
happy april fool's week people :D :D :D :D :D
yes, you all got pranked
no, I'm not closing my blog
yes, I am that good
no, you didn't suspect a thing

HAHAHAHAHAHA
although if there's one thing I was touched by was the fact that I never knew so many people read my blog
makes you kinda think about what you blog online.

saturday
awesomeness
slides turned out quite nicely, although my favorite slide wasn't used, but I'm still quite happy with it :D
tech team are family
family spirit and all

service was simply amazing
the altar call within half an hour
walking up, I just felt the Spirit of God moving so strongly
the moment I closed my eyes, I started tearing
throw away your pride
just worship, pure and simple


P gary's sermon was interesting
although one annoying thing was that I knew all the points, so maybe the sermon lost some of its impact
but its okay, because I know my God speaks to me as and when He wishes :D

I love my God

fuel was... small :p
cause we only had 6 people
but its okay, didn't stop us from having fun :D
and I'm glad people got baptised in the Holy Spirit :D
especially timothy!
:D:D:D:D
and aik leng was at adam hawker
along with half of ignyte
heh, awkwardness, but funny-ness

I wish I could show them
I wish they would feel
that same sense of destiny I feel when I see them
so much potential
and so much more to go
but slowly and surely
God is moving

this is my cry, my one desire
just to be where you are Lord, now and forever


now why would I close down my blog?
where else could I tell the world how much I love my God :D
12:43 PM

friday, last post @ Friday, April 04, 2008
well, here it is
my 370th and final post
This blog has served me well for the past 2 and a half years
hahaha, and as I read through the archives I really notice how much I've changed
everything from the style of writing and the vocabulary used, its really like an online diary
coolness

I do want to thank everyone who's been a part of, and impacted, my life. Your influences run deep in every post I've made, and I would not be the person I am today if not for your priceless support and encouragement.

And I want to thank you God, because its always been about You.

My poems (if I bother writing any) will be posted on my xanga, which is guessable :p

So, for the very last time, ciao.
7:26 PM

wednesday @ Wednesday, April 02, 2008
yep, this is it
the penultimate post
the second-last
JOY!

anyway, april fool's was a blast
yes, with our class and good pranks
faking my own unconsciousness
heh heh heh heh heh

wow, I'm really lazy to post
even this, my penultimate post.

on a side note, this is my 369th post
last post shall be the 370th
5:54 PM

who, me?
Gideon
penguiknight/krantol
Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."

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There's so much about life that I don't know about yet, and there's so much that God teaches me as I walk with Him everyday. This is where I record what I learn, my reflections on His revelations. My hope is that through the words you read, you hear His voice, not mine. And if it puts a smile on your face, that's an added bonus

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