celebrate!
official first day of holidays!
school's been crushed under the heels of FREEDOM
WHOOOOO

yea, just a little too high
ANYWAY

saturdayy
service
multiplication
suffice to say, I was forewarned
sure, when I first heard the news it was pretty crushing
but after LCE when I got back home
and in my TAWG
God spoke to me, and he told me that this was where He wanted me to go
to pioneer
which was reinforced by a prayer at the next ignyte service
which was why I stood
and all that time, although I doubted, I heard His voice at the back of my head going "stand tall, this is your place"

FUEL
my awesome buzz group
doesn't matter how small we are, we have fun :D
"God is not responsible for our trials & hardships and therefore we should never blame God for the things that are not going right in our lives.
He merely allows these trials to happen because
a) He knows we're strong enough to withstand it (God will never send us a temptation we cannot overcome)
b) He knows that it makes us stronger (citius, altius, fortius)

if you're wondering, that's the olympic motto

Citius - Swifter
Altius - Higher
Fortius - Stronger
(Kanye West anyone?)

sunday
watched indy jones (again)
seems the trend is to watch movies twice
well at least, it is with me
like I said earlier, its good.
Not amazingly good, but good
after that
wii tennis at ariel's
then home
to sleeeeeeep.

I'm glad for the new friendships God's sending my way
new season, aye?

grawr
I so desperately want to say I'm sorry
but I'm not sure its enough
and it annoys me profusely that I know this is what it took for God to humble me
that I'm such a stubborn cow that it had to be something this big
and...

I'm sorry

It pisses me off that there are words that I could say to you
words I know would be encouragement
but His voice just repeats itself in my ear
not now, not yet. not now, not yet

I'm sorry
I'm so, so sorry.



find rest my soul
in Christ alone
know His power
in quietness and trust
when the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father You are King over the flood
I will be still, know you are God

I trust, I trust