oh look! an update!
*gasp*

anyway, if you're wondering where I've been, after my moving of house, my internet, computer, telephone line, TV, were all down for a week. So I ACTUALLY did work without distractions! *gasp!*

week's been pretty stupid.
forced isolation? maybe.

oh lookie, poem!

a gift, a curse
a blessing, a burden
misused, awry
not evil
not good
amoral

was not the choice given?
and taken.
for all the wrong reasons
and stupidity.
stupidities.

intelligence, intellect
shoved aside
set aflame.

no, no
make it again
once sunken teeth
sink again.

cold. and
falling. ever-so-
ever-so slowly. and
the dimming light in the distance as
the whole world spins away

the vicious stares
the glaring eyes
the averted gaze

in a glass box of my own creation
and outside, the sound of rapport
and rapport
and rapport
and rapport
and rapport-
the man in a mustache

and above
red ink on white planks
"see! the despair!"

the curtains rise
and the crowd gasps
in collective horror of-the-moment.

they see
they see
they see with their eyes that know everything it sees
the visage

and not
underneath
beneath
under
inside

nothing.

playing a game of fill-in-the-gap
with pieces wrought from assumptions.
assume-tions
assumes
ass.u.me.s

and thinks
and wonders
if the glass ever shatters.



no seriously, emo-ness out the nostrils!

ni, need sleep
historrrry