so yea, I hate it when I mess up >.<
and it feels worse when... I don't feel bad about it
there's no deep burning anger at myself, just a pit of dread annoyance at the bottom of it all

"Speak to me in the light of the dawn
Mercy comes with the morning
I will sigh and with all creation groan
as I wait for hope to come for me"

I'm nothing Lord, a passing moment, a vapor that follows as the wind blows
You're everything to me
You're everything for me



and I hate it when I see the patterns
all the emo-ness tonight
I hate seeing the patterns and knowing
knowing
all the emotion tonight isn't special
it's just another attack

and the ones that take the hand outstretched
that overcome
find their strength
in the Lord



I'm sorry Lord
Here I am
Your hand in mine,
We will overcome.

For we
we are not long here
Our time is but a breath
so we better breathe it

And I
I was made to live
I was made to love
I was made to know you
Hope is coming for me
Hope, He's coming

Hope is coming for me
I will sigh and with all creation groan
as I wait for Hope to come for me