Today was...
wow.
Just, amazing.
I can't count the number of times where I've felt crappy in my life
or my situation
but today was just really one of those days where God just
just showed up.
And there is no doubt anywhere that He's there.
That it's Him speaking.
For the first time since I first heard Desert Song
It spoke to meIt spoke to my heart.
Just something so different filled my heart
A fresh... something.
I don't even have words (which is strange for me)
Just a new
passion
determination
for revival in my school.
And honestly, when Sis Gwen gave the altar call
I stood up so fast it scared me.
If you took the past 16 years of my life,
and took all the passion I've ever prayed for my school with
I don't think it would equal what God showed in me today.
Honestly, it was such a different feel altogether
Like, the only thing I can use to describe it would be like in Acts
where it says "The Spirit of The Lord came upon them in power."
That's what it felt like.
Like the power of God was just, just there.
It was amazing.
Like Him guiding me as I prayed
and the words just felt like they were uttered in power
not mine, but His.
Just.
Just amazing.
I love my God
I love my school
And I'd love to see His Name lifted high in my school.
I'm sorry, there's no other way to put it.
There's just a fresh fire for it
Don't let the fire burn out Lord.
let it burn for You.
Heh, on a side note,
today, I was talking to God
and sorta complaining
so I said (thought)
"tsk, why You so liddat!"
Immediately, He replied
"Because YOU so liddat!"
He's so true, sometimes it's funny.
I<3MyGod.
I IS NOW ON TWITTER
it's at the same address my blog is at
twitter.com/penguiknight
hm. I do use it way too much though.
am now a twit?
service is in 13 hours
GOD, I can't wait to meet You :D
I lubb lubb eu worzxzx
week has been weirded lah.
Fighting like mad
but God is worth it
that's the truth man
dramaaa, I'm not that good lah
still praying for God-given ideas :D
heh, I trust You Lord
wah seh, I just realised how much of my blog is about God
God here, God there, God everywhere.
I just realised that is not a bad thing!
Psalm 43:3-5
"Send out your light and your truth;
let them guide me.
Let them lead me to your holy mountain,
to the place where you live.
There I will go to the altar of God,
to God—the source of all my joy.
I will praise you with my harp,
O God, my God!
Why am I discouraged?
Why is my heart so sad?
I will put my hope in God!
I will praise him again—
my Savior and my God!"
It's weird how concise it just grabs how I feel
:/
it's worth it, Lord
I know it is.
The heart knows,
it's just that the flesh is so resistant to follow
:/
Send out your light, your truth
let them guide me to your holy mountain,
your home.
There I will meet you
and there I will praise and worship and lift your name high.
on a side note, xuexue, your email is coming veryveryvery soon