wow. my last post was last month on the 25th. Whoa. 20 days! WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING?
oh right. Facebook. Twitter. Anything else?
heh
10 days without my parents!
whooooo
heh.
I'm awfully out of things to blog about
I'm sorry!
but I'll be back :D
yea, just wait :3
-edit-
I just noticed that I've just started sorting my random thoughts.
Short snippets for twitter
medium length thoughts for facebook
and long strings of rants for my blog.
heh, I don't know what it is about the weekends.
I just feel... free-er
it's weird :p
the week has been tiring
and honestly, I haven't been winning the battles that I wish I did.
But you know what!
He is faithful when I'm faithless (:
there are always these moments when I doubt.
You know what I mean? when you question if this is God.
And, like Christian author Cecil Murphy talked about, sometimes it makes you wonder if there's something wrong
I mean, didn't Jesus say 'my sheep hear my voice'?
So why is it sometimes we're so unsure about it.
Cecil Murphy wrote about it, and he talks about how this line came to his wife while she was praying about it
'my sheep hear my voice; my lamb are still learning'.
I don't lie the idea of being called a lamb :(
being a sheep is bad enough, but a baby sheep sounds even more... small
weak?
You know how sometimes you hear a voice and it's that sort of 'I don't know if it's Him or not.'
And, yea, in those situations, who knowwws!
It might be, it might not.
But then there are moments
where the voice just speaks so clear
and you know, you just
know(no, I don't care if it sounds cliche, it's true)
heh, sometimes I wish my life was more interesting
and sometimes I ask God to do more with my life,
mostly because doing stuff for Him's always interesting
and most times I don't get an answer
a smile maybe, like a knowing smile
but sometimes, along with the smile
He tells me that He already is
I think it's funny when God sees me all puffed up on my belief in my own ability
in my own knowledge
in my own intelligence
then He changes that :3
with a few reminders I probably need :p
hahaha, shall stop for now
till later.
-double edit-
ALMOST forgot the verse I reminded myself to
Hebrews 10:14
The Message Translation
"It was a perfect sacrifice by a perfect person to perfect some very imperfect people. By that single offering, he did everything that needed to be done for everyone who takes part in the purifying process."