Heh, it's been a pretty awesome weekend
I don't know how to put it, I just really love where I am right now
and it's that process of undulation, and I know I'm in my season of victory
of harvest
and everything's just going right
Heh
not that I don't face opposition, but that opposition comes not as the barrage but as the isolated obstacles

I love that we as a ministry are singing into our own season
and the song that's resonating in me right now is Unified in Praise
which is over at
http://www.trinity.net/ignyte/media/Unified%20In%20Praise.mp3

I love the heart of the song, the idea of a mighty army rising up to fulfill the call placed upon our lives
and it resonates so well.



God, this blog's supposed to be the documentation of all the different things God tells me
but honestly, this weekend there's just been so darned much this human leeeettle brain can't hold it all.



I'm excited for this friday.
Words cannot express.
Because something in my spirit tells me that it won't be just another worship experience
there's going to be something epic about it
e-p-i-c
like a mighty loosing of His spirit on His generation
I don't know what He wants to do with us, but I know
we won't walk away the same
You don't meet something that massive without your life being changed
that's just the truth of it, you can't run away from that.
an unlocking of the floodgates of heaven, something big
yesh, I'm really excited.



Never will You deny willing hands



I'm still learning
God reminds me that the world never sees us as enough
doesn't see us as enough to complete the burdens of being a good student
or a good son or daughter
sometimes we aren't enough for our friends
although we really really really want to be
and we're not enough to be that pillar of support for our families
we're not enough to be filial, or obedient, or good enough to hold our tongues instead of lashing out
I'm not enough
but He shows me that although the world will never see me as enough
He does
Although I'm not enough to fulfill all my obligations as a son, a brother, an SP, a friend, a student
I'm enough to be God's child
because it's not about doing more or being more spiritual or being more *wong wong* and holy and high and up there
as long as you're alive, you're God's child
and that means you're enough to be loved, held, empowered, known, and loved some more

it's a simple, ferocious love that crashes down etiquette and tears down walls of hurt and pain and heals and holds and knows and loves the same

I'm rambling

but that's love.



you there. Yes you.
I'm talking to you
I'm talking about you

you don't need to be more than His child
and He your Father.



thundering





(edit)
really soon after writing this, I came across this post on Stuff Christians Like, a blog I've been reading (and enjoying the different perspectives on things).
And there's something I wanna borrow from that post.

If you don't believe me when I say
God sees you as enough
I dare you to ask Him
that's right, right now
ask Him if He thinks you're enough
and I promise you that answer will be yes
and if you give him a little time out of your day and ask him to explain just how 'enough' you are to Him
then ready up for the amazing (: