11.
These are tiring to write. So very tiring. But there's a deeper voice inside of me that speaks words that demand to be written. And I'm afraid that if I ignore it I'll lose these words. So forgive me if this will seem a little nonsensical, but there's a deeper voice speaking from the inside that should be heard. Yes. I treat you very much as an equal. I do wish that I spoke more to you, but it's difficult, because we aren't always on the same wavelength. Which amuses me, because we have enough friends that we connect well with, yet with each other there's a certain strangeness. Heh, we just see how time charts it's course lah. Regardless, I do have alot of respect for you. The Bible tells us not to judge people by our myopic or coloured views of them, but by their fruits. Because an apple seed cannot become an orange tree, nor an orange seed become an apple tree. And I know my views may be skewed, but I do see the fruits of your hand. I see the way God has been using your life and I know He's working in it. So this is my encouragement, my exhortation: never lose your supports. The people that help steady your life, the firm foundation that it's based on, don't lose those. As He grows in you, the world will begin to forsake you more and more, so don't lose those supports. I get this sense that you're a man of the people. Don't lose that. Act on the two greatest commandments, and you will be okay.

(that was a sucky ending. My brain is fried. My emotions are slowly being more silent. Hm. Should sleep.)

(but at least I'm roughly half done with all of these things.)