I'm a sentimental guy.
There are times where I hate being a sentimental guy.
For example: when I tear after reading notes that people write for christmas and my birthday.
I teared up :/
Because there was one trend I really noticed and that was when people were mentioning that they were blessed by this blog.
It was never a main point. Never a "I WROTE THIS NOTE TO TELL YOU YOUR BLOG IS AWESOME" sort of thing. And that's good for me, because people are supposed to be touched by God first, then the words. It was always a side point :) but it means something to me.
Because I know my life is doing something here. There's something greater that's happening, a change, an impact, that will echo through eternity.
It really, really touches me. Because on nights where I'm up trying to get this message, this fire in my bones, onto paper and into words so it can bless others; times where people call in the middle of the night because they really need someone to talk to; random messages to people that somehow speak to them in their situations. I know that's it's worth it.
Knowing that in my life, God is glorified above all else, that's worth it.

It's never easy, but thank you, friends, for reminding me that it's worth it.

And so I'll keep writing :)

And God, this is my prayer, that through these words, may You touch hearts :) give me the strength and wisdom to keep at this, and let the letters, the chunks of text, lay the road and prepare the way for Your message to find it's way into the hearts of Your people. So that Your Name can be glorified in their lives.

Amen.